Shadow Boxing
by Toronto-based author Sherie Posesorski is a novel intended for older
teens. The main character is Alice Levitt, a sixteen-year-old living
in Toronto in 2004, whose mother has recently died after months of illness.
Alice doesn't get along with her father, an ambitious lawyer who buries
himself in his work when he's not busy with his latest girlfriend (a
practice he carried on even while his wife was ill.) He is determined
to leave the past behind and move on, but Alice is not ready to do so.
When her father tries to throw out her mother's clothing and knick-knack
collections, Alice hides these in her room, determined to keep them
as mementoes of her mother.
Alice is fighting
depression as well as her father, and when the battles with either become
too intense, she resorts to self-mutilation, which she hides with long-sleeved
clothing. Although she promises her best friend and cousin, Chloe, to
stop the practice, she isn't always successful--even when the cuts become
infected and she needs medical attention.
Her father has
made her appointments with psychiatrists and grief counsellors but they
invariably end with Alice more distressed than ever. Her
father then threatens to send her either to a girls' boarding school
or, as Alice calls it, "the nuthouse." He wants to sell the house and
move into a condo, but Alice can't face the thought. Hoping to save
money, and in order to keep herself so occupied that she can't think
about her mother and her own situation, Alice works during the summer
holidays at two jobs.
Chloe, Alice's
main support, has her own problems, at school and home. Her mother lives
on alimony and spends much of her time at beauty parlours, shopping
or with her latest live-in boyfriend. Chloe is so eager for attention
and love that she allows her own so-called boyfriend to use her sexually
whenever he is so inclined--a practice that Alice tries to make her
stop. When Chloe develops an interest in art, and Alice learns to control
her cutting tendencies, things begin to look up--for a while.
The book's Toronto
setting is woven into the story, as Alice visits or mentions such locations
as Casa Loma and Harbourfront. The title comes from a type of art that
intrigues Alice, and is made by the eccentric artist with whom Chloe
works as a make-up project. The shadow boxes are like miniature dollhouses
filled with mementoes, with the front open to expose the interior.
Shadow Boxing
is the winner of a Moonbeam Children's Award. The Coteau website lists
it for ages 13+, but I would recommend it for older teens. It's an edgy,
angst-filled story, with the girls' problems almost overwhelming. The
author also works in considerable information about self-mutilation,
fertility clinics, teenage pregnancy and open adoption procedures. (One
thing I found rather unrealistic was the ease with which a sixteen-year-old
managed to get a job at a fertility clinic.) By the end, however, things
are more optimistic as the girls work to overcome their difficulties.